i sit in a room filled with smells of memories. despite the warmth of the suns rays upon it's presence, the coldness of past tragedies embed itself within these walls.
curiosity tempts me to discover although much hesitation is felt upon knowing what i might find. a bag in drawer three stops me. i pull out bits of my life; the only evidence of what had existed and watch, through off coloured lenses of the past. i feel chills as i begin to wonder of the memories which could have been......
everyday i try and live life right although sometimes it just doesn't seem like thats enough. in no position am i to say i've lived life with no regrets but, well maybe lifes just like that.
i wish you all the very best in life, goal X: - to return here and post someday...when life seems a little bit more awesome.
....life is like a pizza. when it's good its awesome, when it's bad, it's still pretty good.
she shits me off ay...i hate people who have to "win" every argument to satisfy their egotistical selves. its ok, if having the last word can give them the joy and wonder they so desperately need, they can have it.
i'll just ponder silently in my room for a few moments wondering why i was being so childish and go continue to youtube the countless hours of the classic power rangers and their awesome fighting capabilities. you see, it is i whom has won, ly = 1, you = zeeerrro.
so today i'm actually pretty happy ay. my final spark of joyfullness is still lasting since sunday arvo where i found out not only did i pass what i had thought to be the end of graduating uni anytime soon, i did a little bit better, well alot better than what i had thought anyways.
this post was continuted from monday which pretty much sums up just how slack i've been since then. we go back to uni in just a little bit over a week and i can't believe just how quickly the past week and a half has gone by. i guess sleeping at 5 every morning and having it consume pretty much the whole day doesn't really help either but it's been good.
it rained for two days two days ago and since yesterday, it's all cleared up and become insanely cold outside with the dry wind blowing hard. i love it ay. i love freezing cold fine weather. reminds me soo much of the old days of rugby out at southbank where we would kick the ball around till late night and freeze our legs off.
i swung by to pick marius up thursday last week and forgot how massive the cnt is. he's over at springfield lakes now so it's not soo much of a trek compared to last time. it was awesome seeing him again. he shared stories of dent placements where he was able to do fillings on patients and how its soo easy to fuk up. we had lunch over at the quail place in inala and then played smashed till the sun set. decided to all go see hancock which in the end was pretty ordinary; nothing compared to i am legend, which i've still go to go and borrow out.
actually, that's exactly what i remember i needed to do.
my to do list for the holidays:
grab the iphone and change phone plan
make herb garden
do taxes
reapply for cl
print out uni timetable
buy uni books
clean up room
clean car
mow the lawn
burn all of arrested development
grab family guy off of nick
grab futurama off of trung
grab how i met your mother from nick
do the laundry
re-write up gym routine
borrow movies out from video ezy
give cola a bath
clean fish tank
clean up middle room
fix all tap washers
go tailor fishing
go tailor fishing once more
go fishing with phuc
get car serviced
buy a new ironing board
cont....
so now it's 7:04 on a saturday two weeks from my last post. finished with exams last tuesday tho it seems much much longer since then. hopefully my thought of having to repeat all my papers this semester doesn't come true (i really really hope it doesn't).
i can't really quite remember what i was supposed to blog about but i think it had something to do with the concert i went to the week before my last post. the feeling is quite hard to describe in fact. having to start listening to their stuff again just now, i can actually remember the exact experience i had though. awesomenesssss. nah i don't know really ay. maybe it's just the feeling of freedom now that exams are over and that i can actually have time to lie on my couch and think about all the things i felt like thinking about during exams; like ummm...green tea and ....different ways to scare my dog. i love it how we have a good couple of days a week for three weeks to just do absolutely nothing, well be able to choose if we do absolutely nothing or something. the sunday, monday and thursdays between work for these three weeks are my free days.
i get to wake up late, eat whatever i want to and choose to do absolutely nothing (because i reckon i deserve it). hahahaha but it hasn't been all that tho. we've all probably gotten broke from the endless hours of dota and COD4 "endured" this week although we've all agreeed that we might as well get it over and done with because we'll just end up playing anyway. market squaring has been good with the new little hong kong opening up; they have awesome duck btw. and that's probably about it really. we saw a movie the other day (hancock) but that's pretty much all we do everyday. wake up, eat, figure out whose gonna come and play games....and then rock up home, sleep and do the same thing the next day. i love it ay.
i haven't gymed in a while but we've kept up our cardio by playing ball and i punch the bag every few days or so. we got new security gear as well ay. the merger that happend tuesday, the start of the new financial year got us new uniforms, a new name and that's probably bout all that's different. doesn't really bother me too much ay, but ild much rather our old logo and name...QHSS just flows a bit better than BEST security don't ya think?
but yeah, i dunno that's what i mean ay....it's good being able to talk about absolutely anything and think about things other than worrying about how unis gonna be or which lecture i should go to or that i have to go to work because i'll run out of money to pay for stuff. it's weird, i'm alot more broke now than i was during uni but it doesn't bother me. i mean i still need to work for finances but maybe without the stress of uni, everything else just seems to be more of a pea than a watermelon.
hahaha, these guys imo capture this in their music. have a listen.
cruisy ayyyy?
