“You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect - you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there.”
- Bob Marley
There comes a point in your life when you realize who matters, who never did, who won't anymore, and who always will. So, don't worry about people from your past, there's a reason why they didn't make it to your present or future.
I think the only reason everyone holds onto memories so tightly is because memories are the only things that don't change when everything and everyone else does.
I started my day with this....Today' going to be a good day!
Original Post (06/01/2011)
Her large round eyes provide the sunshine in the day and the moonlight in the darkness. As a gust of wind blows, strands of her hair dance wildly in the air while the remaining frames her baby face.
Her smile moves her cheeks which moves her ears, which stops time on earth momentarily. Lips the colour of a tea rose; dark red on the inside, bright pink on the outside. Hands as soft as kittens, shows age and work, and independence. Mouth, nose, ears, cheeks, all proportions normal but seem special in this combination. She's beautiful.
But I still don't get butterflies, and my knees don't buckle, and there is no urge to go and dance in the rain....
because when I'm with her, I don't get butterflies because I can be myself. I don't have to be someone else for she loves me for who I am. There is no urge to dance in the rain because that's just silly; you don't want to catch a cold do you?
I'll still dance...
When you don't have it, you don't need it.
When you have it, you can't live without it....
Fighting For Air - Far east movement
Air, Air
Air, A- air
Air, Air
Air, A-air
I never let love in, I left it on the dresser
I never let love leave an impression
But like a fingerprint now I found you at my fingertips
And I just wanna text you every second
You're always on my mind like reflections on my shades
I gotta look away cause I could stare at you for days
I can give you every millisecond every day
(You, you)
You can buy the time that I can give away
I'm not gonna lie I want your body
But I know there's more than just your body
I don't want you with just somebody
Ima let you know
I need to sit down girl
Cause I can't breathe
You take my breath away from me
Ooh girl can't you see
What you've done to me
You take my breath away from me
You got me, got me fighting for air, air
You got me, got me fighting for air, a- air
Yea, yea, yea
My life isn't measured by the breath's I take
But the moments with you that take my breath away
I don't need you in heels but I need your head over
Come a little closer
Rest your head up on my shoulder
(You, you)
Now you got me smiling
[- From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/f/far-east-movement-lyrics/fighting-for-air-lyrics.html -]
Blown cover
Face with them cupcakes
No butter
They say love is blind but
You're so fine
If I keep you in my life I'd never close my eyes
I'm not gonna lie I want your body
But I know there's more than just your body
I don't want you with just somebody
Ima let you know
I need to sit down girl
Cause I can't breathe
You take my breathe away from me
Ooh girl can't you see
What you've done to me
You take my breath away from me
You got me, got me fighting for air, air
You got me, got me fighting for air, a- air
Hold up
Lemme take a breath
Suffocating
Is there any time left for love?
Le- Lemme take a breath
Suffocating
Is there any time left?
I need to sit down girl
Cause I can't breathe
You take my breath away from me
Ooh girl can't you see
What you've done to me
You take my breath away from me
You got me, got me fighting for air, air
You got me, got me fighting for air, a- air
You got me, got me fighting for air, air
You, you, you, got me, got me fighting for air, a- air
It's been just short of three months since the new year took off and I feel that I've accomplished so much more than I did in the whole 12 months that preceded it. My personal goals mostly related to fitness, health and well being. Today I am happy to say that I've reached my goal of being 95 kilograms.
I hit 95.7 a couple of days ago which made my carb depleted body feel as if it just had a whole loaf of bread chased down with coke! Days at the gym where I'm mentally stimulated through feelings of accomplishment are usually those that out train any stimulant consisting days no matter how much I take (by stimulants I mean caffeine..., 6 cups of it mind you). I smashed shoulders that day and could see many differences since the start of the year. I've noticed that my brachial vein can be seen through my front delts running down along my arm and the lats seems a little wider now....pretty vain aren't I!?
Training wise I definitely haven't been as focused as I was at the start of the year but I guess with time being such a sacred commodity these days, missing one of two days at the gym still leaves me with, four days a week...? I'm getting back to the heavier volume sets this week and I'm glad I've improved my strength even with the weight loss and dieting. Consistently hitting the numbers every workout keeps me motivated but I know it's not such a big deal even if I didn't; just have to work harder next time......I'm pretty happy at the moment!
n doing so, I’ve managed to work hard enough to receive a promotion, 3 weeks back and I feel so loved already. The restaurant has been 6 days a week which I thought would wreck me by now but it hasn’t. I no longer have weekends but at this point in my life, my priorities lie mostly on paying off my debt so I can be free from financial burdens; well, less worried about it at least. I was offered the restaurant which I kindly declined (not that I hadn’t thought about it) which made me feel so flattered knowing that people really do appreciate the way I work. Even a comment on one of my photos on face book left me pretty happy; a mate of mine described how much of an inspiration I was to everyone with the transformation I’ve made through my hard work at the gym. 
