ya know what, although i've had a bit too much, more than the legal limit to do much, e.g. drive or operate any machinery i'm still as straight as a nail. i'm actually here to vent a little. i'm just a little shitty at all the dramas that's going on. alot involves me but ya know what, i've gotten to a stage where i really couldn't give a rats arse ay. unless they are the people very very close to me who genuinely care, i really can't be stuffed ay.
people just have to grow up i reckon. what are we...bloody 5 still? i truthfully don't think people our age should take much to heart, i mean, what, if you get upset over something little, what chance do you have in the real word. seriously, i know definately, i'm not as straight as i think but i seriously still think my words are true.
everyone just needs to chill out and look at the bigger picture. there's always going to be drama, misunderstandings and well ya know what, lifes just like that; you've just gotta see past it and live life. these past few weeks have been pretty hectic for me what, along with uni and work work work, i've also got personal shit that's lingering around. as much effort i put into it, i can't seem to get a grasp of how less important it really is. ya know, with everything, i still enjoy the chill out over at the msquare and the odd few hours of dota and cod with the few i really do love.
everyweek the few that are always there make living worthwhile. trust me, the late arvos kicking the ball around and the late nights over at ms and little hong kong mean a hell of alot to me. as much as it seems i'm blabbing, i am gratefull.
hopefully after this week i will be able to concentrate on my studies and to be honest, i seriously can't be stuffed with dramas. i've tried and too many times i've been brushed off. life is more than that.
enjoy the week, enjoy the night, enjoy the hour because those last hours of happiness you got from me are no longer existent to me. if life happens to bring us together again let it be, we will create new memories. if not, i guess it's bad luck, be it wrong, i am the friend you need.
well since i've pretty much outspoken my need to study harder and to stop cramming for exams, i'm just gonna let you know i am, yet again, upon my early hours of a study cram. there's only 3 lectures this time and honestly i can't believe how much we've done already.
it's been what...5 weeks (well alright it's pretty much nearly half way through the semester) but it's not the all "don't worry, it's all cruisy first couple of weeks before we settle in"; it's more like, needing to shit when you have the runs, it would be good to at least have some type of warning.
but i guess all is good considering the 5 weeks have gone by with a flash; the next few should be gone in no time and again, i will be sitting here, blogging about how i should of studied ahead of time and gone to my lectures.
ohh well, i enjoy these nights where i can reflect in my break time. i like being busy.
i hate it when i youtube for new music and find stuff i can relate to; i end up listening to the bloody thing for days until im completely sick of it. i can't really pinpoint the exact thing that gets me all happy and cheery whenever i listen to this song as there are too many things which it reminds me of. probably most notable are the times around highschool ending, the 3 or so months of completely nothingness where we didn't have to worry about a single thing...because we didn't have to. no troubles with schooling because what we had dreaded had ended and what was to begin hadn't started.
family and friends enjoyed the happiness surrounding christmas holidays, even being unemployed wasn't a worry because we knew it was only a small portion of our lives where we were allowed to be broke; well, with thoughts of continuing apprenticeships, university and tafe degrees and the big bucks associated with the completion of them.
it reminds me of the late summer days where we would all walk exhausted along the gold coast beaches and those cold winter nights spent at kangaroo point.
i miss the good old days ay.
just a little update, wanted to share a few photos and a new youtube song im pretty much obsessed with at the mo. hope you enjoy them, i'm off to try and catch up with the 4 weeks of uni i managed to somehow bludge. take care, will post later in the night.
not really....with all my might and restraint unable to keep me away from this place, i've decided to give another post....just one more...
i'm on my stride towards being 100% again. the bloody phluuu has got me for the first time this year but i guess with it battling with an imune system of an ox, i've manage to limit my downtime to only, at most, a day and a half. i guess alot of it was to do with my resting and taking things easy as well as smashing very occasional comfort foods, a cure many of you people know but don't have "time" to do. there definately isn't any drug that can get rid of the bastard but the odd codeine can put even the biggest ugly to sleep.
my two or so days although has left me pretty much behind in absolutely everything in uni (it's gonna be bloody hard to catch up i'll tell you that; it's only the first week as well), it doesn't seem as disastrous considering that i'm pretty much back to normal and i haven't spread the evil to others which could of made them tired, and then drowsy because of the all the drugs they would of been taking and because they aren't lazy arses like me, they would of travelled to uni and quite possibly spread their sickness to the driver of the many buses and well...u get the jist....the bus driver goes to work sick, not paying attention and smashes into an incoming barrier and everyone dies......
i'm awesome. i'm never posting again....never.
