Holy holy doodle. Life is good. Wonderful in fact. It's been too long since I was ever this carefree. For those who still bloody visit this thing (not many), you would have noticed that I finally graduated Goal Number 19; Graduate university.
It seems as though this chapter has finally come to an end. I'm overcome by a really strange feeling, now that uni is all over, it kind of feels like all my hardships have pretty much ceased as well. Maybe it's just that massive weight off of my shoulders, and I really mean, massive; boulder like.
Everything else seems so little compared to how it used to be, and by everything I mean worries about absolutely everything. Life just feels so complete now that all (most) of my blood sweat and tears to complete something that was so difficult for me to do has been achieved. Even though I knew of my grades long before putting on the graduate robe, it didn't really hit me until I was standing in front of mum that I knew I was finally a graduate.
Mum got teary, which made me a little emotional. So much we have sacrificed for mum to tell people that her son graduated from uni and for myself to say 'I'm a graduate bitch'. Ultimately, like I say occasionally, it really is only a piece of paper (one that I've paid alot of money for) and a title but it is what you do with that piece of paper that makes going to university something to be proud of; I mean, if I just wanted to make money, I would of picked up a trade or better yet, work in woolies and saved, they make alot more than intern pharmacists I'll tell you that much.
But none the less, I am proud of myself for finishing. There's no better feeling than doffing to the chancellor, shaking their hand and then pissing off never to return ever again! (I'm actually thinking of going back mind you, but that's another story).
Thank you all for those who read or have read. It is for you that I write these blogs in times of need for expression; I'd probably blab about stuff either way but it does make a difference knowing people want to listen genuinely rather than having to.
Have a Merry Merry Christmas and a Happy Happy new year.
1 comments:
wow this place still gets updated?!