i'm on my first red bull tonight (cut off the v, they reckon it gives ya cancer) and on my 10 minute, (15 now) break from study. i had a goood sleep last night ay, got home earlier than usual cause i got changed to the vale for the saturday shift. it was the a pretty cool shift, having absolutely nothing to do other than talk shit with the super, ross and jodie. i've never seen the nightclub so empty ever!
i'm up to my 2nd lecture now and hoping to finish it all pretty well before 3 tonight, feel like sleeping a bit ay. we had a real choice time at ross's b'day bbq yesterday. had a real mean one over at the park near his place. martin, jimmy, tien ma sis and bondy all chipped in to get him mean gifts; a tacho and shift light for his car, a trd sticker and a car wash kit which i hope he loves.
we got to the park just before ross unloaded his stuff so we helped him set everything up. his sisters rolled the bbq down from the house and people started to arrive. farout everyone came ay! it was a choice as day, i reckon ross had heeaps of fun! happy birthday again brother. after a bit of rugby and having hien slip on concrete giving him a good one on his elbows, we decided to take a break from the insanity of brisies spring weather (it would of been a good 30 i reckon!).
jimmy made an appearance with his boosted civic and ross shat himself after going for a spin with him. after the sun started to ease off, a bit of basketball was played, we cleaned up, a few photos were taken and we all headed home to grab a shower and head for a few games of dota.
it was mean fun, just check out the photos!
*stink...won't let me upload photos!*
Elysabeth N.
I'm just your average girl next door. I've made a promise that I'll always be there for someone I care. I believe no price can be put on the relationship between family and friends. I want to bury a time capsule with my friends, and only to retrieve it once we've succeeded at our dreams...
a good friends blog. she writes of real meaningful stuff, a really good read ay. check it out!
un.Mask.ed I.am
as you can see im a boring person and can't find anything interesting to do so i've composed this list i wish to accomplish over the holidays.
hitting up the great barrier reef
going camping somewhere
starting up and working hard on distributing company
starting to study for pharmacy subjects next year
working hard for a good month
find another job or get extra hours
clean the house
sort out all the useless stuff in the house
sort out the backyard sheds
buy new mower and mow the grass
fix up the boats and sell 2
get boat license
start up ebay shop
go chermside shopping
go hot air ballooning
buy a car
renovate the house
fix up light in the hall way and bindis light downstairs
replace all light bulbs with energy efficient ones
change all tap washers, taps and shower heads to efficient ones
go on the 12 week bondy challenge
get the car serviced
start up the garden
fix up that business plan on twentyfour
begin study on sleep
make a youtube video
make a bb.com video
put up kitchen benches for mum
fix the door knobs and handles for the house
fix up all the fly screens
have at least one bbq
yeah something on the lines of that ay....
4 hours of browsing (solid effort) and my room smells started to make me feel lightheaded so i decided to get some fresh air until i noticed i hadn't washed cola for about half a year now (ya know it when you touch her fur and like u get that icky sticky dirty feeling). threw her in the bathtub (there's no way else she would get in there!) and washed her down twice ay; the first time i rinsed after soaping her, the water ran down brown! she's all nice and fluffy now, i reckon i did a good job.
after actually accomplishing something productive, i decided to fix mums leaking toilet downstairs. apparently the float valve that was broken fixed itself and somehow i managed to break it again. instead of water dripping because there was too much water, the float valve started leaking cause i cracked it. mum gave me a few, and after, i replaced the whole thing. i reckon i did well ay, never thought i could actually fix anything. i turned off the mains water, released the water pressure by the nearest tap, drained the toilet water, unscrewed the float valve and replaced it with a new and improved one (man luckily after scavenging through dads shed the other day, i found a brand new one), turned back the water main and bam, a professional job...something i reckon i could actually pay for. hahahah! mum was proud.
i've been on my second v now and it's worn off but i'm trying not to go to bed yet. i actually did do some study today but not much to be satisfied with. hahaha. i'm trying a new way to help me get to sleep by spending at least an hour after study doing something relaxing and completely irrelevant to anything i studied. they (some website) reckons ya shouldn't go to sleep right after anything mentally stimulating, i don't know why but i'm gonna try it ay, whatever helps me get better sleep i'm in ay. but yeah, i'm off to find something insteresting to do now. catch ya!
HAHAHAHA! i've always had something where i can flick to or turn on which makes my shitty days feel better. it's usually past photos where fun memories jump back or my favourites playlist on youtube where inspirational or funny videos make me laugh all the way back to happy again. i was cruising around youtube when i found this, a lift plus ad and well, you'll know how happy it will make you feel once you click the video below. hahaha the only kind of laugh which makes you feel good is the one which stops you from breathing.
i'm on my 10 minute break and am listening to urbangermanys cover of stronger than by gabe bondoc and i think. nothing special or anything, just thinking of random stuff, something that will take my mind off the amazingly interesting (it actually is) anatomy of the human body. just gotta rest up the mind, refresh it enough to keep me interested and awake for another few more hours to finish up.i really miss those days ay. i reckon a hot chocolate will cheer me up tho. haha, makes ya warm and fuzzy inside. what was that quote i read sometime previously...can't remember, something about how hot chocolate when you first pour it in your mouth burns ya and while swallowing it, itburns all the way down and u regret drinking it so fast but when it reaches your stomach and warms everything up and ya feel happy again...:S i'm not sure, when i find it i'll post it, it's a good quote...hahaha.
man, gotta stay motivated! exams are coming and i'm only procrastinating more by posting. gotta do well in this next anatomy practical exam. gotta do well in this next anatomy practical exam!
a few things which have made my days last a bit longer...
playing capture the flag with the boys for 4 hours
parking down the road from a mates house to have an hour long chat
seeing a nick
seeing justine
meeting up with martin to see tien
big angry bosses appreciating my work
a stranger in the city toilets wishing me a "happy monday day"
getting promoted
sitting with the guys afterwork until the sun rises
seeing ming and kerwin
listening to john mayer
blogging more
the feeling of change seems to be lurking just around the corner tonight. i can feel it creeping up on me but although as much as i want to, i just can't seem to embrace it with open arms. that icky sticky feeling is still swirling around in my stomach, (ya know, like that antacid ad on tele). it was a bad day today, well, just not as productive as any other day in the previous week which makes me a bit sad; knowing that every minute means something these days.
i did manage to wake up before my alarm at 7:30 today which was a real good feeling and got some pretty important things done like fixing the dripping bath tap and putting away the tools to an obvious enough place for me to find next time i need to do anyy fixerupering.
today i experienced first hand that persistance again always prevails, fixing the tap today took a mere 5 minutes compared to the first time i tried it for a good few hours and got shocking results. the stupid bell screw last time didn't budge but after a week and coming back to it, sitting there thinking, selecting the right tool and with the correct technique of the the grip, the thing came off like a charm. i reckon me looking at the tap did the job, it got scared ya see.
just finished dinner now and continuing to finish off this post. i'm not quite sure what else there is on my mind but i still feel stink for breaking another promise today tho. hate it when i break promises especially the ones i promise justine. man i feel stink ay but when holidays come round i promise i'll go to soo many meetings u'll get sick of seeing me. hahaha. i gotta go and keep my other promise, the one to study for this last and final quiz for physiology...last prac tomorrow. yeeeeaahhh!
for a friend...man, just you don't want to turn out to be the no.1 so do the no.2 by telling her no.3 and doing what it says afterwards; smoooooth man!
i reckon what does it for me is how the things that are really important in my life, well the things that mean most to me anyway seem to be in top notch at the moment. i've begun to notice the little things in our family which connect us. like the tiny threads which hold a spider web together, we've found the stronger points and put more effort into stabilizing them. i could not of prayed for better friends. i met up with an old mate just yesterday and he showed me that even with time true mates never dissapear. we've definately made our own paths since those afterschool nintendo playing days but without the foundation there would be no path; friends makes up the pavement in that path.
the two most important things in my life have been fufilled to the limit which makes me satisfied, no-one can say that life is perfect, it is those who recognise there are problems but still rise above it. my feeling of joy and fufillment has escalated since the past few days. it just seems that life has taken a new turn and a turn for the better. people always complain of how everyone is always out to get them or that God is just unfair to them, life should be how janice explains it; if life hands you a lemon, ask for tequilla and salt. there is always something to learn and something to cherish from the problems life brings you but if you use it right, you turn out stronger...or drunk. hahaha.
i feel like a bodybuilder whose had too much protein, a solid built bridge stabalized with more girders, a star which is brighter just before it explodes...life feels like with every good thing that happens to me, something great happens..like in excess. life has ups and downs but it's up to you to decide how you want to see them.
thank you
farout, looking over the goals list i don't think i've crossed any out since my first post. i promised myself to cross off 10 goals this year, hopefully i'll be able to in the next few months.
man dis is hard ay....
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0 comments Posted by Ly Truong at 12:44 amhard man....i'm aching at the moment. my arse is prolly limiting me from walking properly at the moment. today, i've never felt so much pain in a workout ever. i reckon i've been through a good cycle of emotions and feelings today ay. i woke up tired and sleepy, getting to uni got me into a soulful mood listening to some buble and babyface but the ride there was frustrating as hell, bloody morning traffic, i'm suprised to hear morning radio blasting out of commuters radios tho, i don't think i'ld be able to stand hearing over-caffeinated idiots blabbing on about politics and insanely interesting topics like the most outrageous way to mistakenly pronouce a word...yeah
hahaha but getting to uni i felt a slight bit of worry after discovering and coming to reality the load of work i need to get through before the end of year exams. i felt a sense of completion and ending after re-checking over all my chemistry pracs and cellular molecular biology pracs and a sense of achievement and joyfulness followed while helping out the other boys with theirs.
hungry was probably what i felt next but i'm usually always hungry, i just never really notice it unless i'm starving. satisfaction was felt when that first bite of chicken burger entered my stomach and regret was felt when the last chip was swallowed when my conscious reminded me to never eat that much again.
hahaha, gym left me the most pain i've ever endured in any workout, as said earlier, and i've never felt soo sick ever while sober. looking into the mirror when i turned yellow was pretty cool for a bit until i wanted to throw up the mushed potato and bread in my gut. man, the gatorade bondy gave me made me feel relieved as when the cold sugary substance cooled me down and replenished my glycogen stores. made me feel a million times better, ur a mad dude bondy. '
but yeah, this can go on for years i reckon, the main thing is now i guess and i feel...enlightened...i'm not sure if that's the word for it but i'm feeling blessed ay. that feeling is still lasting ay. i wonder what it is but yeah man, i just had to tell someone. i've already told nick but i want people to read this and feel it ay. it's like...the feeling of walking through a forest lined with beautiful green trees and plants, birds whistling, animals doing their business on a happy sunfilled afternoon but your walking on a path of nails and shards of glass and fireants. by the time you reach the end of the path your dissapointed that such a beautiful thing can have faults but you notice that you have no cuts nor injuries to your feet. it's a bit weird and i thought of it on the spot so it drags but i hope u feel me. hahahahaa.
like...sometimes bad things just aren't always that bad ay. they are there to remind you that nothings always perfect but if you just live it out, its
yeah man, i''ve got abosolutely nothing to do but i feel soo occupied (yeah...that's why i'm blooogging) but yeah so far i've completed everything that needed to be done today. i've washed the car (did it 4:30 this morning cause it's probably about the only time i can do it), slept a good few, did some cardio, fixed my bike, vacuumed the car, cleaned my room, checked my e-mail and facebooked. there's a good hour or so before i have to get ready for work but for some reason todays not like other days where i complain of how lifes too boring or how lifes not boring enough. it's just, good today, i feel as though i'm actually living it now, maybe this is it?
john mayers playing in the background and i'm about to turn off the tube, the lights and set the mood with a little bit of ambient light. there's something in the air today and i think it's something good. everything seems to be going on around me but i feel so comfortable being able to sit here and really chill. there's nothing to it ay. my sisters listening to the tv in her dreams in the lounge room and mums singing in the shower while dinner sits in the kitchen table. there's something going on tonight. it's not a full moon nor is it hot and humid like other days, the winds blowing and i reckon it won't rain like mum said it would tomorrow. why is it that such little detailed things tonight seem to give me so much more joy tonight than it would any other night. why am i noticing.
hahaha, it's strange ay but nothing at the moment seems perfect nor do they seem disastrous but it's just all good ay. ya know i really hope this feeling last for a little while longer ay. i reckon happenings within the past few weeks have taught me some very important life long lessons and shit's finally hit the fan. lesson no.1: don't plan what's going to happen next, nor dwell on what's already happened, just be there when it happens.
